I have been exhausting myself the past few days – going to work, coming home, painting, going to bed and then starting all over again.Â I have been consumed with creating little visual prayers for various family members I will see in 6 days!!! (I can’t believe I will finally be in Hong Kong again after 4 years away!)Â I have four done, and have two more to go.Â I think I will make it.
In the past month when I began, I was mostly concerned with just making paintings, but within a few hours of starting, I realized that this in many ways was what I “really” want to do when I create: I want to create for a purpose.Â I want to create “for” someone.
I pray when I paint.Â So when I am creating an image for someone I know, their story influences me heavily.Â I am praying with words of paint, using the grammer of design.Â I am finding that each composition speaks to the unique joys and struggles that I am aware of for each of the people I am creating for.
It is what I would love to do – to be an aesthetic prayer servant.Â If there was one thing that I could do with my life, it would be to help people experience the presence of God, to know and long for intimacy with God.Â It is my firm conviction that the arts (verbal and non-verbal) would be primary channels for this to happen.Â It is my hope that my own creations each can be little pieces of the way that this can happen for people – each painting likeÂ one grain of sand that makes up the beach of the presence of God.
SoÂ IÂ am busy making art, and just praying that it will be used for the people that I am making the art for.